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[Jul. 12th, 2007|07:31 pm] |
it was a blah day today... i'm just so exhausted and i'm only writing this because i feel as if i am neglecting my facebook haha note to all readers: i won't write too often, i'm not creative or dedicated...
i saw harry potter last night. it was pretty awesome. i guess i'm a geek like that haha no but seriously, best movie of all 5 by far. it had every element, funny, special affects, good story line... just really entertaining. i suggest everyone go see that cinematic adventure asap... totally worth the $10. which is ridiculous btw! y is a movie so expensive nowadays???
while i was there though i ran into some "cool" kids from my high school. we totally made eye contact and they pretended like they didn't even know me. best part is, when we were little we used to hang out all the time. it sucks how people grow up and decide they're too good for u. i know it shouldn't matter, but it kinda does.
also, forgot to mention the best part! i took melissa to the movie. it wasn't a date b/c she paid for herself, but hey... at least it was some alone time. nothing too romantic. i'm slowly starting to let her know my feelings though. i'm too shy! i'm just not outgoing like that and she is. so the way i see it is that if she liked me she would tell me. that's just the kinda girl she is. but whatever... i still have another year of high school to come (awesome) just some more time to delay my embarassment i suppose. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2007|12:14 am] |
so tonight roy and i went out to some random party in hopes of finding the true love of my life... melisssa.
she doesn't really know my real feelings b/c i don't know how to tell her! i want to do something really romantic for her but i don't want to come on too strong and scare her away. we've been best friends for so long and it was only a few months ago that i realized how much i like her. we kissed while we were drunk and ever since i can't get her out of my head.
so anyway i heard she was going to be at this girls open house party in long beach. but it turned out to just be a bunch of lifeguards and preps. gay high schoolers. i can't WAIT to get out of high school. i hate all those people there. but yea she wasn't there. i called her a few times but she didn't answer.
what if she was with another guy? i know some guy from school has his eye on her... ugh what should i do? she'll never like me. and roy is such a jackass. he's a terrible wingman. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2007|06:56 pm] |
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please add me guys. i'm new and don't have friends. :-(
i'm desperate. i need to meet some cool rocker chicks too ;-)
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